this sicko has nothin'..

don't make me close..

one more door..

i don't want to hurt anymore..

stay in my arms if you dare..
or must i imagine you there..
don't walk away from me..

i have nothin'.. nothin'.. nothin'..
if i don't have you..

b.b did it again..
but it's ok.. you're sick..
there goes my desire..

crap..
got my first parkin' summons this mornin'..
crappy woodlands p.o..
now the question is..
how to evade away from dad..
when the letter comes?..

and i think i'm gettin' sick in the brain..
sicko..

love the great..

to me..
this is the best duet love song..
from the malay music industry..
of all times..

no disrespect to other notable talents..
and other great love songs..
but the message from this song is straightforward..
and easy to comprehend..

if only (my) love life..
can be this simple and romantic..
as the song suggests..
but then again.. gotta be thankful..

and a quick shoutout to my bro..
girls always have the wrong impression..
don't play with troubled waters..
but i guess we are in the same boat dude..

can i dedicate this classic to another love in my life?..

oh no.. shades of adam in the makin'..

but this urge is killin' me..

so close yesterday nite..
when we ate together..
well that's what they say..
so close.. yet so far..

i will kiss you one day..

with honey away..
i'm kinda lonely lately..
well.. bro's gerl was away too..
so it's ideal for us..
to meet and chill over the weekend..
our first weekend since months..
cos we have always been meetin' on weeknights..

watched ninja assassin at bugis together..
gory and violent..
for a moment i thought..
i was watchin' another saw movie..
it was not bad..

well..
it was another bromance moment..
haha..

it will happen one day..
i hope you will be ok with it b.b..

adam dared..

amen?..

bromance rules..

it's freakin' december already..
although it's a few days into the month..
i'll know that this december.. this christmas..
won't be as excitin' and memorable..
as last december..
jurong point..
nite stacks..
new found bros..
love it all..

went for supper this past fri nite..
at lau pa sat..
dhaz mooted the idea..
the usual gang was down with dat..
laughter and fun..
filled the clear nite..
from irritating jokes..
to embarrassin' moments being recalled..
to peelin' prawn shells for the dearest..

it was an awesome get-together..

oh.. and lan has hit the big 3..

and he got punked the next nite..
shrinkwrapped and dirtied..
courtesy of his tm staffs..

bro told me..
he had discarded a number of his old friends..
mostly those from school..
to me it's quite sad actually..
but sometimes it can't be helped..

at present..
i've too grown distant..
from the usual suspects from school or n.s..
we were like brothers..
a brotherhood of some sort..
but not any longer now..
except for a few..
whom i'm still close with..

but the thought of..
"buang kawan"..
simply put..
it's not me..
but realistically speakin'..
not realizin' it..
it had already happened..

i guess my next challenge..
would be how not to discard..
this new batch of bros i have..
with some way younger than me..

we are bounded to go our separate ways..
sooner or later..
stay as bros..
not from bros to friends..
then from friends to acquaintances..

yah bro..
'jiwa' is the word..
so is grease..

bromance still rules..

let's make it work a lifetime..
our lifetime..