hair-raisin' nite..

at last..
the battle's over..
inventory's done with..
for now..

smokin' in the girl's loo..
well that's a first..
one night only..

and stop with the hair jokes guys..
i'm gettin' sick of them..

while another battle still wages on..
and it's killing me..
softly..

the thinkin' woman..

exactly 3 months away..

and suddenly it sets you thinkin'..

contemplatin'..

unsure if this is the right path for you..

for the record..

i want you..

whatever shortcomings i have..

they are merely the lesser evil..

why can't you see that?..

i'll work on them..

even if it takes ten.. twenty years..

you'll have to wait and see..

i know you expect more depth from me..

if this matrimony prevails..

but you don't even give me a chance..

you want it ready on a silver platter..

i'm sorry if i misled you..

if you think that the past two years together..

was a huge lie.. a waste of time.. and unfair for you..

but i don't see it that way..

you have the right to feel this way..

your insecurities and doubts cloudin' you..

but why now?..

why?..

a word of advice..

stop thinkin'..

whatever your final resolution is..

i can take it..

i hope..

nothin' new..

so is this it?..

silence all the way?..
not even a return call..
or a new year's message from you..

what's wrong?..
i know what i want..
how about you?..
just spit it out ok..

make me the villain if you have to..

happy 2010..

the end again..

31 dec '08..
was at the ol' jp store..

workin' with the guys..
past by midnight and it was '09..

it was ok though..
cos we had some funny moments in store that nite..

now.. new year..
new problems..

thanks 2009..
you've been both good and bad to me..

31 dec '09..
i'm gettin' outta here..