come back to me..

don't say goodbye..
say so long..
heard that from a kid's show i watched when i was younger..
but i could not recall what show it was..
or was it a cartoon movie?..

so.. so long dears..
i'll wait for your returns next month..

firstly saw off bik imah on friday at the airport..
her first haj pilgrimage..
she went alone leavin' her famm..
remembered that when i was younger and pampered..
i ever promised her to buy a crystal crown..
you know.. kid's talk..
until this day she still remembers that promise..
once in a while.. she'll remind me jokingly..
that was cute..

earlier today..
send honey in the early mornin'..
it's her second haj mission..
really admire her strongwill and tenacity..
sometimes i wonder what's the drivin' force..
behind her self-determination and spirit..
to be involved in such missions..

well the logic answer to that..
would be her undyin' and infinite love for God..
for a jerk fiance like me..
all i can do is support her..
and pray for her safe return..

COME BACK TO ME..

i miss her already..
and bik imah too of cos..

honey with two in the bag..
she's as good as a hajjah now..
pressure on me?..
nah.. in due time.. not so soon..

i'm a different breed..