the ugly brother..

i don't know what got into me..
i was like a ragin' bull..
and baby afirah was my victim..

really hated myself..
went totally berserk..
i was a lunatic..

and what's the root?
it was 10.15pm..
and she wasn't done with her homework..

it was past her bedtime..
and i was haranguin' her like mad..
she could have jizzed in her pants..

after the whole debacle..
i couldn't believe it just happened..
like after so long..

i guess it was anger.. frustration..
stress and all..
being fenced up too long inside..

i thanked god i didn't even touch her..
i never want to be that ugly again..
especially to her..

i'm sorry afirah..
i still love you ok..