the thinkin' woman..

exactly 3 months away..

and suddenly it sets you thinkin'..

contemplatin'..

unsure if this is the right path for you..

for the record..

i want you..

whatever shortcomings i have..

they are merely the lesser evil..

why can't you see that?..

i'll work on them..

even if it takes ten.. twenty years..

you'll have to wait and see..

i know you expect more depth from me..

if this matrimony prevails..

but you don't even give me a chance..

you want it ready on a silver platter..

i'm sorry if i misled you..

if you think that the past two years together..

was a huge lie.. a waste of time.. and unfair for you..

but i don't see it that way..

you have the right to feel this way..

your insecurities and doubts cloudin' you..

but why now?..

why?..

a word of advice..

stop thinkin'..

whatever your final resolution is..

i can take it..

i hope..